My Grace is sufficient for you. My strength is made perfect in weakness (2 Cor 12ish?).
how would we love to have His strength made perfect in us! but I do not enjoy the weakness. i have been reminded again recently of my absolute inability to do ANYTHING good and my incredible efficiency in sin. i still marvel at the concept of "bearing in the body the dying of Jesus Christ" so that His Life may also live in me. i certainly feel as if i'm dying, but not because i lay down my life for his sake, but rather because i welcome Death into my body when i chase after the things of this world.
i have just enough of the Spirit to realize how sick and dead i have become, but not enough spirit to make it easy to choose Life instead. Jesus make my worthy of your Death. show me the sufficiency that i lack in myself and how to walk consistently in grace.